So what are these important things?
- Finishing my Ph.D. This is actually something that has come to the forefront recently. Basically, I have reached the point in my life where I feel like I need to get moving along. get out of school and get a job. I also want to leave Atlanta.
- Staying healthy. I think this is a goal for almost anyone, at some level. For me, it's more important because of my condition.
- Being happy with who you are. This is one of those things that people always say. However, I have yet to find someone who is truly 100% happy with everything in their life. I guess it's a nice goal to have.
So, those should be my main concerns, right? But they aren't. Instead, what am I concentrating on?
- Selling the condo. OK, I am nowhere near that, but with the housing market the way it is, I am worried about it. I am worried that we won't be able to sell and the investment will be for nothing.
- Flooring. After having issues with the first floor laid down in my condo, the replacement seems to have some new issues. The problem is basically my subfloor is a piece of s*** and it needs to be leveled and severely corrected. Do I have the money for that? Of course not. So that means I have to deal with the moving table and little "Mt. Jason."
- Money. Yep, the "root of all evil", right? Well it certainly is the root of all distractions in my head. I have suddenly been on a "lower my costs" kick and have reduced my spending. Granted, I have savings and all that, but I just am worried that things will get worse. Plus, I saw the documentary I.O.U.S.A. (see other posts above), and now I am almost sickened by spending money frivolously.
I fear I will not be able to maintain complete focus on the important things and get done. But I want to. I need to. I think it really is a necessity. So, I need some new strategy. Maybe a hypnotist is in my future.
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